Today Isn't Even Over.

I don't want to do this.
I don't have to do this.
I don't need to do this.

But I'm going to do it anyway. I guess that's the funny thing about regret. You always get that giddy feeling before you do something that you know will play over and over in the back of your mind.

I'll play with my emotions before I wrestle with the memories. This time isn't any different from the rest. I always end up pinned down by the last time I watched you walk away.