Friday, December 28, 2012
Can't Have
You should have stayed a stranger to me because now I am starting to hate how close we were.
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Monday, December 24, 2012
Doll
Be careful with her; she's a doll.
Hold her gently; she's a doll.
Hold her hand in the sunshine; she's a doll.
Brush her hair daily; she's a doll.
Make sure her bow matches her dress; she's a doll.
Make sure her heels click three times before she walks; she's a doll.
Blush on her cheeks and pink on her lips; she's a doll.
Keep her hidden in your arms during a storm; she's a doll.
Don't let anyone steal her from you; she's a doll.
Always lie close to her when you sleep; she's a doll.
Remember to tell her stories; she's a doll.
Serve her tea at 3:00 in the afternoon; she's a doll.
Do not hurt her; she's a doll.
Know where she is at all times, especially on Thursdays; she's a doll.
Remind her that she has the heart of a child; she's a doll.
Let her be seen; she's a doll.
Tell her your secrets; she's a doll.
Above all, do not allow her to get lost because I am a doll...
Hold her gently; she's a doll.
Hold her hand in the sunshine; she's a doll.
Brush her hair daily; she's a doll.
Make sure her bow matches her dress; she's a doll.
Make sure her heels click three times before she walks; she's a doll.
Blush on her cheeks and pink on her lips; she's a doll.
Keep her hidden in your arms during a storm; she's a doll.
Don't let anyone steal her from you; she's a doll.
Always lie close to her when you sleep; she's a doll.
Remember to tell her stories; she's a doll.
Serve her tea at 3:00 in the afternoon; she's a doll.
Do not hurt her; she's a doll.
Know where she is at all times, especially on Thursdays; she's a doll.
Remind her that she has the heart of a child; she's a doll.
Let her be seen; she's a doll.
Tell her your secrets; she's a doll.
Above all, do not allow her to get lost because I am a doll...
Obsession
They are putting her on a pedestal, yet when they look away the doll makes the most messy mistakes...
Not Lost
I know what it is like to travel a road a thousand times and then one day, all of a sudden, it has become the most unfamiliar way.
Drop
Your hands were strong and warm.
Your hands could catch anything.
But your hands could not hold anything delicate or lovely.
Your hands could not hold me...
Your hands could catch anything.
But your hands could not hold anything delicate or lovely.
Your hands could not hold me...
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Paternal
The day is coming when you will no longer be here, and all I can do is grow bitter and wasted off of words unsaid...
Monday, December 17, 2012
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Lunchtime
I used to think you were the prettiest girl in school, and I wanted deeply to be friends with you. Yet now, I see you; and you are not the same. In fact, you are the girl I would not want to sit at my table.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Grace
She gives and gives, and then she will give some more.
You would rather not ask her.
No, you would much rather wonder.
You would rather not ask her.
No, you would much rather wonder.
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Monday, December 3, 2012
Edge
You are sneaking up on me like ice beneath a tire, and it will not be long before I spin out of control...
Risque
I shut that door a long time ago, and it's not fair for you to show up out of nowhere. There was a time when I would have opened the door to you, but I have changed. And it would hurt more to be safe with you than to risk it all with him...
No Figurine
"There is a gift here in this present darkness, but you must have the courage to discover it..."
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Saturday, November 24, 2012
The pain
When will this end?
When will it all melt away?
When will it loosen its grip?
When will it look away?
When will it shake away from me?
When will it break within me?
When will it steal away?
When will it all end?
When will it all melt away?
When will it loosen its grip?
When will it look away?
When will it shake away from me?
When will it break within me?
When will it steal away?
When will it all end?
Break
Winter has a way of tricking her into thinking she is not getting better, yet spring reminds her that she is because spring reminds her that she is better off without you..."
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Months & Months
This past year was like meeting a stranger who is more familiar to me than the people I have known all of my life. And that is all I can say right now because I am still figuring it out.
I will always be figuring it out. . .
I will always be figuring it out. . .
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Woodlands
You've been walking alone for quite some time now.
Take my hand. Maybe we could walk together, maybe we could discover together. The road before us awaits...
Take my hand. Maybe we could walk together, maybe we could discover together. The road before us awaits...
Sunday, November 11, 2012
Eyes That Know Me
I am so wildly obsessed with the Truth to the point that I can not even bring myself to tell it. So, why do you draw out such honest confessions from me?
You're golden, and you don't even know it.
You're golden, and you don't even know it.
Arms
Remember those secrets you told me to keep?
I have kept them.
When you want them back, let me know.
They are yours and yours alone.
I have kept them.
When you want them back, let me know.
They are yours and yours alone.
Spill
I did not know how to say the many things I wanted to say to you on that day, but now I do. Now I know...
Wonderwall
Remember that song I told you made me think of you?
I heard it yesterday, and I did not think of you.
I just thought you should know.
I heard it yesterday, and I did not think of you.
I just thought you should know.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
When December Came Around
Your kiss and the winter chill have something in common...
...they both sneak up on me and leave me breathless for all the wrong reasons.
...they both sneak up on me and leave me breathless for all the wrong reasons.
Prune
You were the wonder that I wanted.
You were the kiss that I craved.
You were the one that I needed.
And I think the irony of it all is that you helped and hurt me at the same time...
You were the kiss that I craved.
You were the one that I needed.
And I think the irony of it all is that you helped and hurt me at the same time...
Break-Up
Is there a reward for those of us who make it through an anniversary with you?
I guess I shouldn't call it an anniversary.
You don't exactly celebrate heartache...
I guess I shouldn't call it an anniversary.
You don't exactly celebrate heartache...
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Repetitive
One, Two...I'm over you.
Three, Four...Shut the door.
Five, Six...Empty hearts and stomach-punch kicks
Seven, Eight...You stayed over way too late.
Nine, Ten...We begin the cycle again.
Three, Four...Shut the door.
Five, Six...Empty hearts and stomach-punch kicks
Seven, Eight...You stayed over way too late.
Nine, Ten...We begin the cycle again.
Glass
I am quite obsessed with the glow that shines behind your eyes. I can sense this glow only burns at certain times in your life, and I am forever convinced I must find out what causes this glow.
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Playground
Today you were the kid on the slide.
And I was the kid outside of the gate.
I was the one who couldn't get in.
It's not that I wasn't allowed to go in--I just couldn't.
And now I know how many of us really want to be the child playing on the playground.
And I was the kid outside of the gate.
I was the one who couldn't get in.
It's not that I wasn't allowed to go in--I just couldn't.
And now I know how many of us really want to be the child playing on the playground.
Twigs
Do not follow me when these winter days come.
Just look for the campfire smoke above the trees.
Then you will know that I am okay.
Just look for the campfire smoke above the trees.
Then you will know that I am okay.
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Before You Go
You are leaving me pieces--pieces of who I think you are; pieces of who I thought you were. Yet you are hiding some of the last pieces.
Why are you hiding the last pieces?
Why are you hiding the last pieces?
You
Do not hold my hand too tight.
Do not drop my hand without telling me.
The last time it was held, it was squeezed and let go at the same time.
Do not drop my hand without telling me.
The last time it was held, it was squeezed and let go at the same time.
Hidden
She is rather lovely, isn't she?
She is rather beautiful, isn't she?
She is rather intriguing, isn't she?
And you will spend your whole life figuring her out. She is a mystery to all, yet she is allowing you to discover this mystery firsthand. Don't let her pass you by...
She is rather beautiful, isn't she?
She is rather intriguing, isn't she?
And you will spend your whole life figuring her out. She is a mystery to all, yet she is allowing you to discover this mystery firsthand. Don't let her pass you by...
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Great
I think this break is great.
I think this distance is great.
I think this time apart is great.
I think about you, and it is not so great.
I think this distance is great.
I think this time apart is great.
I think about you, and it is not so great.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Just Maybe
Maybe there is a peace deeper than the pain.
Maybe there is a love stronger than the fear.
Maybe there is another road to travel than the one we have been on this whole time...
Maybe there is a love stronger than the fear.
Maybe there is another road to travel than the one we have been on this whole time...
Saturday, August 18, 2012
For
I woke up without thinking of you this morning.
But it is well into the night, and I can't let you go...
No Words
Lies are the lipstick on your teeth.
Lies are the hidden shoes beneath your bed.
Lies are your hands behind your back before you speak.
Lies are your hair before you brush it to make it presentable.
Lies are in the backseat of his car.
Lies are in the first shot she takes at the bar.
Lies are the Christmas present he gave her seven years ago.
Lies are the crumbs beneath the table at Thanksgiving dinner.
Lies are...
Lies are the hidden shoes beneath your bed.
Lies are your hands behind your back before you speak.
Lies are your hair before you brush it to make it presentable.
Lies are in the backseat of his car.
Lies are in the first shot she takes at the bar.
Lies are the Christmas present he gave her seven years ago.
Lies are the crumbs beneath the table at Thanksgiving dinner.
Lies are...
We All Do
Do you know what it is like to have each chair in the room be full except for the one next to you?
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Here
Here we will wait.
Here we will go strong.
Here we will be protected.
Here is where we begin...
Here we will go strong.
Here we will be protected.
Here is where we begin...
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Brave
The world so desperately needs to hear what you have to say. So, when it comes time for you to say it, do not be afraid.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Tired
I got tired of having one-sided conversations.
I got tired of your yawns.
I got tired of being the one who always took initiative.
I got tired of being the one to walk up to the other.
I got tired of futile attempts at getting to know you.
I got tired of sitting on the other side of the table from you.
I got tired of walking with you.
I got tired of you being a decent human being.
I got tired of you sitting on the fence.
I wish all of this were true because I am tired of lying to myself.
I got tired of your yawns.
I got tired of being the one who always took initiative.
I got tired of being the one to walk up to the other.
I got tired of futile attempts at getting to know you.
I got tired of sitting on the other side of the table from you.
I got tired of walking with you.
I got tired of you being a decent human being.
I got tired of you sitting on the fence.
I wish all of this were true because I am tired of lying to myself.
Feet
This innocence about you is comforting.
Your innocence reminds me of someone I used to be.
This is also why your innocence scares me.
Your innocence reminds me of someone I used to be.
This is also why your innocence scares me.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Monday, July 23, 2012
Revealed
There is so much peace in this place.
There is so much to look forward to.
There is so much to hope for.
But all I want to do is run away...
You & Me... Him & I...
I am starting to see why you did what you did because I am so close to doing what you did to me, to him.
Beat
I guess I misheard the lines you were saying.
I guess I didn't know the notes you were playing.
But I fell for you.
I fell for you.
I guess I didn't know the notes you were playing.
But I fell for you.
I fell for you.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Lavender
The thing about Lavender is that everyone loves her. She is unique and so very special. She is almost magical, if there ever were a thing. You've heard of people who light up rooms, but Lavender puts those fireworks to shame. She will stop you in your tracks, and she'll make you think twice. You'll question your motives, and you'll find that you have more questions than answers when you're around her. These questions escape your mind when you're around her because you can hardly focus, and you don't know what to say at times. But there is also something else about Lavender...
What is it? What is it about her that draws you so close?
What is it? What is it about her that draws you so close?
Change
She comes and goes in the evening.
She rises late these days.
She is seeing patterns.
She is forgetting the days.
She is in a foreign land and a new season.
She is here...
She rises late these days.
She is seeing patterns.
She is forgetting the days.
She is in a foreign land and a new season.
She is here...
Prepare
I can hear you.
I hear everything You say.
Though I sense You have not yet told me what You really want me to hear...
I hear everything You say.
Though I sense You have not yet told me what You really want me to hear...
Saturday, July 21, 2012
He
I think you are rather lovely.
I think you are rather kind, more than most.
I think you are quite shy.
I think you don't know what to say sometimes and that makes you uncomfortable.
I think you are polite.
I think you are more than qualified.
I think you are a hidden treasure.
I think you like to be hidden.
I think you speak through your music.
I think you say more through your music than you do during the day.
I think you are waiting for someone to hear what you are saying.
I hear you.
I think you are rather kind, more than most.
I think you are quite shy.
I think you don't know what to say sometimes and that makes you uncomfortable.
I think you are polite.
I think you are more than qualified.
I think you are a hidden treasure.
I think you like to be hidden.
I think you speak through your music.
I think you say more through your music than you do during the day.
I think you are waiting for someone to hear what you are saying.
I hear you.
Night Pains
Last night she was free of the pain. It took a break and took up home in another heart. But that heart could not house and nurture the cry...
So, the pain has returned.
So, the pain has returned.
Our
I think I will sit awhile on our rock and remember how we used to be. I do not know why I am obsessed with what was, but they say relapse is apart of recovery. Each time I relapse, I am not wanting something I have had before.
But, for tonight, I will remember how we used to be.
But, for tonight, I will remember how we used to be.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Months
I could tell within five seconds of talking to you that you had missed me, and I knew you wanted to see me again. But we are over, and there is no future for us.
There is no future for us...
There is no future for us...
Is That Her?
I didn't ask because I knew it would show in my voice how much I am starting to care for you.
And I knew it would show in my voice how much I don't want you to know this...
And I knew it would show in my voice how much I don't want you to know this...
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Good Time
And just like that, with the close of a door, with the switch of a light, with the skip of a single step, we are over.
Here and There
I am ridiculous.I am impulsive.
I am nonsense.
And you, you are none of these.
No, you are stronger.
You are so much stronger than me.
I am nonsense.
And you, you are none of these.
No, you are stronger.
You are so much stronger than me.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Break-Up
My biggest fear is that this is going to get messy again, messier than before. But you won't mind, you won't mind at all.
Why don't you mind?
Why don't you mind?
Unit
I am not sure I can carry this weight anymore, so I am going to give it away.
Their pain is overwhelming at times, especially in the evening.
His heart is overwhelming, especially when it races like this.
Their pain is overwhelming at times, especially in the evening.
His heart is overwhelming, especially when it races like this.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Unfelt
This obsession has come upon me at an odd time.
This obsession came upon me when I met you. . .
This obsession came upon me when I met you. . .
Contrary
Your darkness is beautiful.
Your darkness is light to me.
Your darkness is of another kind.
Your darkness does not scare me.
Your darkness has captivated me.
This darkness, your darkness, is rather peaceful. . .
Your darkness is light to me.
Your darkness is of another kind.
Your darkness does not scare me.
Your darkness has captivated me.
This darkness, your darkness, is rather peaceful. . .
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Run
I don't know if I'm missing you, or if I am mourning the person you have allowed yourself to become.
Reconcile
These flowers are for you, but your tears will not be for me.
No, they will be for someone else.
No, they will be for someone else.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Disabled
I know what it is like to live my whole life with a dream and to wake up one day without it.
You are never the same after that day. . .
You are never the same after that day. . .
Friday, June 8, 2012
That They May Know
In the end, I am willing to risk my stature, my status, my standing for You.
The end is nigh. . .
The end is nigh. . .
Monday, June 4, 2012
Floor & Heels
I think you are so beautiful when you dance, especially when you dance far away from me...
Front
Do not believe me when I say that was not a connection we had last night at the pizza parlor sitting at the booth in the back. I usually only make connections with people when I sit at the booth in the front because it's closer to the door and easier to run away from.
But last night I learned that I do not have to run away from every person I make a deep connection with...
But last night I learned that I do not have to run away from every person I make a deep connection with...
On Mondays
I do not like when the afternoon turns to evening because that is the only time when I am without you. There are certain hours when you are stolen away from me. When those times come, all I want to do is steal you back.
Taken
I wonder what it is like to hold such a pretty face in my hands.Maybe the next time we are together, you could tell me.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
There You Were
I don't know if I'm more disappointed that you are not different than everybody else or that I am just the same as you.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
70
After the 70th year, she was over her fear of being loved. After 3,640 weeks, she was able to trust that he would not leave her. After 25,550 days, she allowed herself to let go of all she had ever known.
Do not let fear make you wait until your 70th year.
Do not let fear make you wait until your 70th year.
We do...
We have been taught to need no one, yet we want someone.Is this the answer or is this the question?
If it is the answer, then it is the wrong answer. If it is the question, then the answer is that we need and want someone in the most natural way that it is quite scary.
If it is the answer, then it is the wrong answer. If it is the question, then the answer is that we need and want someone in the most natural way that it is quite scary.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
No Light
I left it alone because trying to resurrect what happened between us is like asking the sun to set twice. . .
Public
I am aware of the cameras in my face, but I am even more aware of the eyes behind the camera.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
You
I met you a while ago, but I am just now getting to know you.I didn't want to see you at first, and now I can't wait to see you the next time.
I feel as though there has been a treasure stored up for me, and I am just now discovering it.
I feel as though there has been a treasure stored up for me, and I am just now discovering it.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Today
Today stopped me and asked me about you.
Today I broke down.
Today I was weaker than usual.
Today I was the last one to cross the finish line.
Do you know what it's like to be the last one to cross the finish line?
Today I broke down.
Today I was weaker than usual.
Today I was the last one to cross the finish line.
Do you know what it's like to be the last one to cross the finish line?
Text
The days come without fail, and with them, they bring the pain your hands promised to my heart when you left me...
Walk
I do not know how you go one day without thinking of me.
I do not know how you are able to move past this.
I do not know how you escaped free of so much pain.
I do not know how you live without this aching regret.
I do not know how you can say such words.
I do not know how you are able to move past this.
I do not know how you escaped free of so much pain.
I do not know how you live without this aching regret.
I do not know how you can say such words.
Could
You remembered my name.
You remembered my face.
You remembered my words.
You remembered my hands.
You remembered my hope.
You remembered my confidence.
You remembered my faith.
You remembered my body.
You remembered my dress.
You remembered my shoes.
You remembered so much about me...
...yet you forgot my worth.
You remembered my face.
You remembered my words.
You remembered my hands.
You remembered my hope.
You remembered my confidence.
You remembered my faith.
You remembered my body.
You remembered my dress.
You remembered my shoes.
You remembered so much about me...
...yet you forgot my worth.
Worthy
You covered me in rose petals.
You covered me in pet names.
You covered me in wet kisses.
You covered me in warm cuddles.
You covered me in high praises.
You covered me in gold.
You covered me in valuables that only this Earth can hold. You forgot that I was not made for this place; therefore, your riches are no match for what I deserve.
You covered me in pet names.
You covered me in wet kisses.
You covered me in warm cuddles.
You covered me in high praises.
You covered me in gold.
You covered me in valuables that only this Earth can hold. You forgot that I was not made for this place; therefore, your riches are no match for what I deserve.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Sober
Your kiss was the last drink I had.
I have been sober for seven months.
And I have felt every day of it...
I have been sober for seven months.
And I have felt every day of it...
Sunday, April 1, 2012
When You Will
The night is coming when you will take off your wig and lipstick.
The night is coming when you will rub away the blush and dried mascara.
The night is coming when you will rip the hem of your dress in anger.
The night is coming when you will peel off your fake nails.
The night is coming when you will speak his name for the last time.
The night is coming when you will see his face for the last time.
The night is coming when you will break your heel again.
The night is coming...
The night is coming when you will rub away the blush and dried mascara.
The night is coming when you will rip the hem of your dress in anger.
The night is coming when you will peel off your fake nails.
The night is coming when you will speak his name for the last time.
The night is coming when you will see his face for the last time.
The night is coming when you will break your heel again.
The night is coming...
Mic
I will not raise my hands nor cross my arms.
I will not turn away nor walk out.
I will not run nor will I hide.
I will walk forthright and not be afraid...
I will not turn away nor walk out.
I will not run nor will I hide.
I will walk forthright and not be afraid...
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Freedom
I know what it's like to be afraid.
But I also know what it's like to want to live in love more than being afraid.
But I also know what it's like to want to live in love more than being afraid.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Faith
I do not know what the rest of this staircase looks like, but I know I want to take the first step.
The Sound Inside of Me
I do not know where that came from, but it is giving me a confidence that can not be shaken.
Garden
Remember when we used to laugh and play?
I wish we could do that today.
We used to laugh and play.
I wish we could do that today.
We used to laugh and play.
Monday, March 5, 2012
Cross-Examination
You got scared and gave up.
I've forgiven you, yet the pain is still very present, very real.
I wish that forgiveness would take the pain away.
I've forgiven you, yet the pain is still very present, very real.
I wish that forgiveness would take the pain away.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Jolt
You're like the morning schoolbell; you startle me and remind me that I am supposed to be somewhere.
True & Just
You are chasing me.
You are pursuing the things of my heart.
Forgive me for I am not used to this.
You are pursuing the things of my heart.
Forgive me for I am not used to this.
Traces
There are no more traces of you in my heart or on my lips.
I will not speak your name nor kiss your lips again.
I will not speak your name nor kiss your lips again.
I like...
I like when the air between our lips is filled with passion.
I like when the eyes between your nose are gazed upon mine.
I like when the space between us is close.
I like when the distance between is non-existant.
I like when the clothes between us are on the floor.
I like when the hand between my legs is yours.
I like when the looks between us are understood.
I like when the time between us is spent together.
I like when the music between us dances slowly.
I like when the laughs between us will be remembered .
I like when the silence between us means more than words could say.
I like when the eyes between your nose are gazed upon mine.
I like when the space between us is close.
I like when the distance between is non-existant.
I like when the clothes between us are on the floor.
I like when the hand between my legs is yours.
I like when the looks between us are understood.
I like when the time between us is spent together.
I like when the music between us dances slowly.
I like when the laughs between us will be remembered .
I like when the silence between us means more than words could say.
Gourmet
I really wish you would give up this loneliness...
...especially when your soul is the other half of mine.
...especially when your soul is the other half of mine.
The Breath After
I hope that today is better for you.
I know the pain has taken its toll.
I know the worst of this war has passed.
It's always a fatal war when you wrestle with your heart...
I know the pain has taken its toll.
I know the worst of this war has passed.
It's always a fatal war when you wrestle with your heart...
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
Distance
If this is about trusting You, then I am at the bottom of the barrel.
And it may take the rest of my life to reach the top.
And it may take the rest of my life to reach the top.
Sight
...and the third time we're together, I will have to make a very important decision. Because the third time is a charm that is yet to be added to the bracelet you are making me. I hope you're still making that bracelet for me.
Welts
I can not tell you the pain I am swimming in right now, and I am thinking of letting go of this life jacket that was given to me by the gracious Captain.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Wild
You're like a field fenced in by a worn-down barbed wire fence.
I don't know my boundaries when I'm with you.
I don't know my boundaries when I'm with you.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
UnKnown
Your favorite color was blue when you were seven.
Your favorite color is now green.Your first hangover was spent all morning in my bedroom.
And I promised not to tell your mom.
She has a lot of questions...a lot of questions that your cold face in a coffin just can not answer.
Sleeper
I can forgive you for waking me up while I am taking a nap.
Yet I can not forgive your for waking me up while I am dreaming.
Yet I can not forgive your for waking me up while I am dreaming.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Tripp
The stones in the building on 8th Street are a lot like your heart--hollow, empty with weight, and designed to break apart. You are designed to break apart.
Why won't you just follow through?
Why won't you just follow through?
Fall
I don't like knowing you're down the road skipping rocks in the pond while I'm doing the same thing on the other side of the pond.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Sunday, January 15, 2012
NightBeats
If it's 2 a.m., and if it's spring 2006, then I'm out for a walk to clear my thoughts on the streets of Los Angeles. I'm walking with angels, I swear--that is until you come chasing after me. You always felt like you had to protect me, so you'd ride your bicycle behind me following me and telling me that it's not safe and that I shouldn't be out this late by myself.
All the while I was telling you that I'm not safe, and you shouldn't be out this late alone with me.
Best For You
I'm not the type to walk over.
Because you'll trip, you'll fall, and you'll be done.
Just ask all the flames that have burned before you.
Because you'll trip, you'll fall, and you'll be done.
Just ask all the flames that have burned before you.
She's never lost a thing in her life.
June was named not for the month in which she was born but because she came a little too early. By the time she was twenty-three, she had more money than Albert Einstein had genius. Her success isn't measured by plaques on the wall, and her failures aren't scored by the rejection she has faced. She drops little hints here and there about how she'd like to meet her biological father; she's heard his name was Jimmy. But her stepfather has always told her that Jimmy left because June came too early. If she had held out for one more day, he'd still be around.
Nothing is ever understood, and lies are told only to later reveal the truth we all know but can't comprehend. There is an amazing distance between two people that are as close as you and I. I can only wonder if I came into your life too early...
Black Boots
Forgive me for running.
I was not scared. I was not afraid.
I just knew you were starting to feel what I've felt all along...
I was not scared. I was not afraid.
I just knew you were starting to feel what I've felt all along...
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Before It Sets
Remember to kiss the sun before it sets, and remember to wish on three stars before bed.
Remember to tell the sun "Good Morning", and remember to take your pills before breakfast.
Remember to pack an apple for lunch, and remember to drink juice at brunch.
Remember the five dollars in your pocket, and remember the wine in the trunk.
Remember your coffee break at two, and remember your heels in the back seat.
Remember your yoga class at four, and remember to close the door.
Remember to wear your white dress to dinner, and remember to sip slowly.
Remember to mind your manners, and remember to ask questions.
Remember to make eye contact, and remember to hold hands.
Remember to make it home early, and remember to kiss the sun before it sets.
Remember to tell the sun "Good Morning", and remember to take your pills before breakfast.
Remember to pack an apple for lunch, and remember to drink juice at brunch.
Remember the five dollars in your pocket, and remember the wine in the trunk.
Remember your coffee break at two, and remember your heels in the back seat.
Remember your yoga class at four, and remember to close the door.
Remember to wear your white dress to dinner, and remember to sip slowly.
Remember to mind your manners, and remember to ask questions.
Remember to make eye contact, and remember to hold hands.
Remember to make it home early, and remember to kiss the sun before it sets.
Tomorrow
"I know that you are at peace far away from here, but there are still things I am struggling with..."
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