After

Did I care more about you?  Did you care less about me?  Was it not real?  Was it too good to be the truest form of love I've ever held in my hands?  Was I attached?  Were you not attached?  Am I crazy?  Am I still attached?  Is there a cure?  Is there any getting over you?  Why don't I know? Why can't I just figure you out?

I don't know.
I don't know this time.
All I know is that I'm having a hard time letting go of you when it should be really easy.