My Secrets & Promises

She doesn't regret giving you a kiss every morning at five a.m.
She will always play with her hair when you ask her "Why?".
She gave you everything she had.
She doesn’t want it back.
You can walk away at any moment, and she’ll let you go.
She’s loved you from the moment she met you, and she still does.
She knows how to love from a distance, and if she has to for the rest of her life, she will…just so you will find your way.
She doesn’t want your money.
She can’t tell you her biggest fear because she knows one day she’ll have to face it.
She knows so much about life, even more about death.
She craves silence.
She wishes you well.
She won’t drink too much unless she thinks of him.
She can find her way out a maze.
She knows how to get her heart broken.
She mourns for you when you hurt, but she’d never tell you.
She can tell you're destroying your life, and your best friend can't even tell you your favorite color.
She has open arms and an open heart that are waiting for you, day and night.
She prays for you before she prays for herself.
She still paints him pictures and leaves them on his doorstep in the middle of the night.
She still thinks you are worth saving.
She still thinks you'll come around one day.
She’s a whore and a fool for ever having loved you.

I am a whore and a fool for ever having loved you.