I Am Not

She's your world; I am not.
She's your beauty; I am not.
She's the one who makes you laugh; I am not.
She's the girl who takes your breath away; I am not.
She's sane; I am not.
She's the girl who's got it all; I am not.
She's holding you; I am not.
She's the kiss on your lips; I am not.
She's the hand on your chest; I am not.
She's the smile you wear; I am not
She's the one who's worth it; I am not.
She's the girl who slow dances with you under the street lights; I am not.

I am not. I never will be, but damnit, I used to be.
And that is simply something I can not get over.