Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Over

I got tired of playing by the rules...

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Tired

I got tired of having one-sided conversations.
I got tired of your yawns.
I got tired of being the one who always took initiative.
I got tired of being the one to walk up to the other.
I got tired of futile attempts at getting to know you.
I got tired of sitting on the other side of the table from you.
I got tired of walking with you.
I got tired of you being a decent human being.
I got tired of you sitting on the fence.

I wish all of this were true because I am tired of lying to myself.  

Feet

This innocence about you is comforting.  

Your innocence reminds me of someone I used to be.  
This is also why your innocence scares me. 

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

It's you.

It's not you.  It's me.
It's not me.   It's you.
It's not you.  It's me.
It's not me.   It's you.
It's not you.  It's me.

It's not me.  It's you.

Us

To almost reach the finish line means that you left something undone.  It means you did not finish the race.

Did we finish the race?

Monday, July 23, 2012

Revealed

There is so much peace in this place.
There is so much to look forward to.
There is so much to hope for.

But all I want to do is run away...

You & Me... Him & I...

I am starting to see why you did what you did because I am so close to doing what you did to me, to him.

Beat

I guess I misheard the lines you were saying.
I guess I didn't know the notes you were playing.


But I fell for you.
I fell for you.  

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Lavender

The thing about Lavender is that everyone loves her.  She is unique and so very special.  She is almost magical, if there ever were a thing.  You've heard of people who light up rooms, but Lavender puts those fireworks to shame.  She will stop you in your tracks, and she'll make you think twice.  You'll question your motives, and you'll find that you have more questions than answers when you're around her.  These questions escape your mind when you're around her because you can hardly focus, and you don't know what to say at times.  But there is also something else about Lavender... 

What is it?  What is it about her that draws you so close?

Change

She comes and goes in the evening.
She rises late these days.
She is seeing patterns.
She is forgetting the days.
She is in a foreign land and a new season.

She is here...

Prepare

I can hear you.
I hear everything You say.

Though I sense You have not yet told me what You really want me to hear...

Saturday, July 21, 2012

He

I think you are rather lovely.
I think you are rather kind, more than most.
I think you are quite shy.
I think you don't know what to say sometimes and that makes you uncomfortable.
I think you are polite.
I think you are more than qualified.
I think you are a hidden treasure.
I think you like to be hidden.
I think you speak through your music.
I think you say more through your music than you do during the day.
I think you are waiting for someone to hear what you are saying.

I hear you.

Night Pains

Last night she was free of the pain.  It took a break and took up home in another heart.  But that heart could not house and nurture the cry...

So, the pain has returned.

Our

I think I will sit awhile on our rock and remember how we used to be.  I do not know why I am obsessed with what was, but they say relapse is apart of recovery.  Each time I relapse, I am not wanting something I have had before. 

But, for tonight, I will remember how we used to be.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Tumbling Down

The lie your lips spoke is not the same one your eyes told.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Sub*Ject

I wonder what it is like to create a world, and in the middle of creating it, one of the characters makes a decision that changes that world forever. 

I wonder how the Creator feels about that...

Tie It Up

I wish I was more like you.
You're awfully elegant and the brightest shade of blue.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Months

I could tell within five seconds of talking to you that you had missed me, and I knew you wanted to see me again.  But we are over, and there is no future for us.

There is no future for us...

Heavy

I am hurting, but not all of this pain is my own.

Is That Her?

I didn't ask because I knew it would show in my voice how much I am starting to care for you.
And I knew it would show in my voice how much I don't want you to know this...

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Good Time

And just like that, with the close of a door, with the switch of a light, with the skip of a single step, we are over. 

EMCEE

There's something you're not telling me...

River Boat

At the end of the day, it will be nice to get away.  At least I know I will be with you. 

Here and There

I am ridiculous.I am impulsive.
I am nonsense.

And you, you are none of these.
No, you are stronger.
You are so much stronger than me.

Love

I happen in the most unfortunate ways sometimes.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Break-Up

My biggest fear is that this is going to get messy again, messier than before.  But you won't mind, you won't mind at all.

Why don't you mind?

Unit

I am not sure I can carry this weight anymore, so I am going to give it away.  
Their pain is overwhelming at times, especially in the evening. 
His heart is overwhelming, especially when it races like this.

Finale

I would rather be apart of the end of something than the beginning.