Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Renew

I am not so sure these broken dreams are broken after all.  

Discover

Suddenly, life has a purpose again. 
This is the way it was always supposed to be. 

Next Level

The higher you go, the less you can take with you.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Til Then

When it is all over, maybe we can talk about it.
But we will have to wait 'til it is over. 

never.without.you.

...you watch over me while I sleep and you are awake to greet me as I wake. 
You are here.
You are with me. 

I am never without you. 

...in this darkness

In this darkness you have taught me to love deeply and to love fiercely. 
What a fierce loyalty you have embedded within me.
You knew this love would bring great suffering, yet You have never been afraid to love me in this darkness.  

I am still amazed that You find me in this darkness. 

If You Want Me To

I would not have chosen this road before, but purpose changes everything. 

The Caring

Just know that everything you have ever told me, I have remembered.  And it is a damn shame that you can not think to remember what I spoke to you yesterday. 

Shotgun

I do not know if I have more patience with you or if I am just completely in love with your honesty.

The 23rd

Sometimes the person you should be trusting the most is the one you just can not seem to give your trust to...

Thursday, January 8, 2015

An October Evening

I do not know what it means to play it safe.
I only know risks and the unknown.
But you are by the book and follow the rules.
You are so predictable.

And this is why we can not be...

1314 Riverdale

I sat in our swing last night.  
The wind was there.
The moon was there.
The owl was there.

But you, you were not there.
Who knew broken and splintered wood could keep such company.  

Blue Quilt

I would not expect to find so many broken pieces around your bed.  It just seemed silly to think such brokenness would still wear a smile.  

Home

We will paint our stories on these walls, and we will call it our home.

Blue Boy

You are inconsiderate.
You are rude.
You are cowardly.
You are not in control, but you think you are.
You are afraid of the truth.
You are anxious.
You are in pain.
You are finding a way to be free.
You are talking.
You are listening.
You are not allowing yourself to trust.
You are over complicating things.
You are thinking too much. 
You are stumbling.
You are polite.
You are hurting.
You are hurting yourself. 
You are lost.

You are a blue boy.  

A Breakfast Never Had

You are not in control when you are around her, and it kills you.
You are not able to approach her, and it confuses you.
You are not able to predict her actions, and it makes you lose your way.

But it also pulls you in.
And you just can't figure it out...

Pull/Push

You pull me in then push me away.
You pull me in then push me away.
You pull me in then push me away.

This is not what it means to care about someone so you should probably stop saying that you care about me because your actions prove differently.  

Saturday, January 3, 2015

All this Time

I ended our silence because I knew a better silence was out there.

Bend

"I will sing the same song over and over if you promise to play song over and over..."

Just About

I was just about to rearrange the furniture for you.
But you never came home.

I am glad I was only just about to rearrange the furniture.  

Overdue

The wind is stirring from a new place now.
Leave your pain behind.
It is a new season.

A season of abundance, of overflow, of prosperity...

Spooks

You thought I was a trinket
And I thought you were a waste of time.

You are still a waste of time. 

Out of the Woods

We are out of the woods, but the monsters are still behind us.
We will not understand their role in all of this 'til we are clear out of their sight.