Monday, October 31, 2011
Sex
If I designed something so sacred and so beautiful, I would hope that those whom I designed it for wouldn't desecrate it so...
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Sixteen
I feel like I've been dressing up my whole life for the date that never shows up on a Friday night.
Play
Can we a play a game?
Can we play that game where I trust you and you give me your heart?
...that game where my heart is yours and I hold your hands?
...that game where everything I touch is yours and everything you hold is mine?
...that game where we don't lie?
...that game where we kiss goodnight but we never really stop kissing at all?
...that game where we never forget?
...that game where we never stop?
...that game where you and I both win?
...that game where when you fall I pick you up?
...that game where when I fall you lay there with me?
...that game where we get caught up in each other?
...that game where we forget there were ever any other people?
...that game where we realize we're the only ones?
...that game where we realize that we've always been the only ones?
And once we have found that we've always been the only ones, we'll realize it's not a game.
Can we play that game where I trust you and you give me your heart?
...that game where my heart is yours and I hold your hands?
...that game where everything I touch is yours and everything you hold is mine?
...that game where we don't lie?
...that game where we kiss goodnight but we never really stop kissing at all?
...that game where we never forget?
...that game where we never stop?
...that game where you and I both win?
...that game where when you fall I pick you up?
...that game where when I fall you lay there with me?
...that game where we get caught up in each other?
...that game where we forget there were ever any other people?
...that game where we realize we're the only ones?
...that game where we realize that we've always been the only ones?
And once we have found that we've always been the only ones, we'll realize it's not a game.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
The Green Door
There is one door you like to keep shut.
It's green with brown edges.
It's become quite dusty over the years.
It creaks when you open it even slightly.
You like to open it real fast and slam it shut.
You don't like to peak under this door.
You don't like anyone to.
In fact, you don't want anyone to see this room.
But I'm going to tell you right now that I will soon open this door, and when I do, I'm not going to close it, I'm not going to run away, I'm not going to hide. I'm going to walk in and sit down on whichever chair I choose. And you will walk in behind me and discover that the healing has already begun.
It's green with brown edges.
It's become quite dusty over the years.
It creaks when you open it even slightly.
You like to open it real fast and slam it shut.
You don't like to peak under this door.
You don't like anyone to.
In fact, you don't want anyone to see this room.
But I'm going to tell you right now that I will soon open this door, and when I do, I'm not going to close it, I'm not going to run away, I'm not going to hide. I'm going to walk in and sit down on whichever chair I choose. And you will walk in behind me and discover that the healing has already begun.
Teller
I think the world wants you to keep your secrets.
But at the risk of someone else's freedom, you must tell your secrets.
But at the risk of someone else's freedom, you must tell your secrets.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Wren & Her Friends
You are lovely.
You are so precious.
You are the most fragile of souls I've ever held.
You are the most beautiful, yet you are so insecure.
You are quite happy.
You are quite knowledgeable.
You are on your way to being free.
You are on your way to bigger things.
Yet I can not help but feel that your hardest days are ahead of you, and because you are in my hands, because you are my own, I will protect you from all harm, from all danger.
You are so precious.
You are the most fragile of souls I've ever held.
You are the most beautiful, yet you are so insecure.
You are quite happy.
You are quite knowledgeable.
You are on your way to being free.
You are on your way to bigger things.
Yet I can not help but feel that your hardest days are ahead of you, and because you are in my hands, because you are my own, I will protect you from all harm, from all danger.
Tight
It's getting hard.
It's getting scary.
And I'm not sure I can carry out the task You've given me.
It's getting scary.
And I'm not sure I can carry out the task You've given me.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Restore
If I have given them anything, I have given them hope.
And hope isn't something you come across everyday.
And hope isn't something you come across everyday.
Far Away
I didn't break your trust.
I broke my vow. . .
So, I understand why we must part.
But I want you to know how painful it is for me--
It's not painful to let go of you.
Yet it is hauntingly painful to know that I betrayed the One I love.
I broke my vow. . .
So, I understand why we must part.
But I want you to know how painful it is for me--
It's not painful to let go of you.
Yet it is hauntingly painful to know that I betrayed the One I love.
Around here. . .
You can't come around here and tell me you're not over me.
You can't come around here and ask me to be yours.
You can't come around here and tell me that you were always mine.
You can't come around here and ask me those questions.
You can't come around here and tell me that you never found anyone like me.
You can't come around here and ask about me.
You can't come around here and tell me it's okay.
You can't come around here and ask why I don't want the same.
You can't come around here and tell me that I miss you.
You can't come around here and ask why I don't want you anymore.
You can't come around here and ask me to be yours.
You can't come around here and tell me that you were always mine.
You can't come around here and ask me those questions.
You can't come around here and tell me that you never found anyone like me.
You can't come around here and ask about me.
You can't come around here and tell me it's okay.
You can't come around here and ask why I don't want the same.
You can't come around here and tell me that I miss you.
You can't come around here and ask why I don't want you anymore.
My Sunshine
There were days when I didn't think I'd get better, but you were there.
There were days when I couldn't make it, but you were there.
There were days when I wouldn't wake, but you were there.
Where are you now?
There were days when I couldn't make it, but you were there.
There were days when I wouldn't wake, but you were there.
Where are you now?
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Angels & A Ladder
I can't keep fighting you because if I keep fighting you, I will lose you.
And if I lose you, I lose everything. . .
And if I lose you, I lose everything. . .
A Week Ago
Things in my life are starting to make sense.
It's weird because they started to make sense when I met you.
I only met you a week ago.
It's weird because they started to make sense when I met you.
I only met you a week ago.
Was
I feel as though I'm releasing the pieces of myself that got brushed under the rug when I wasn't looking.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Confessions
I'll tell you something new about me everyday.
And I'll draw a picture, too.
What I tell you will be a lie, and what I draw will be true.
And I'll draw a picture, too.
What I tell you will be a lie, and what I draw will be true.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
If it's True...
If Desire is the opposite of Death, then I understand why not so many have life let alone have life more abundantly.
More
I always asked you to unlock the door when we arrived home late at night because I always wanted to look at the sky a little longer.
I just wanted to believe in something that was bigger than me for just a little longer...
I just wanted to believe in something that was bigger than me for just a little longer...
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
'Til . . .
If I can't sleep in the winter, I'll write 'til daylight peaks through.
If I can't drink enough to forget you, I'll look at pictures of me without you.
If I can't dance enough to remember you, I'll add extra leaps 'til my turns lay me on the floor.
If I can't drive far enough to get away, I'll stay in our special place 'til you have a diffent face.
If I can't scream loud enough to stop you, I'll whisper 'til you begin again.
If I can't touch you so that you know I'm near, I'll stand in the background 'til I'm the only one you see.
If I can't find your heart, then I'll walk down the hallway 'til I see your ghost...
If I can't drink enough to forget you, I'll look at pictures of me without you.
If I can't dance enough to remember you, I'll add extra leaps 'til my turns lay me on the floor.
If I can't drive far enough to get away, I'll stay in our special place 'til you have a diffent face.
If I can't scream loud enough to stop you, I'll whisper 'til you begin again.
If I can't touch you so that you know I'm near, I'll stand in the background 'til I'm the only one you see.
If I can't find your heart, then I'll walk down the hallway 'til I see your ghost...
She Has
The Other Woman has feelings...
She has broken dreams...
She has foolish thoughts...
She has weak ambitions...
She has unresolved issues...
She has dark places...
She has unrecognizable faces...
And she has a bit of hope that will only last as long as her next breath.
So, if you please, I'd like it if you wouldn't refer to me as the other woman...
She has broken dreams...
She has foolish thoughts...
She has weak ambitions...
She has unresolved issues...
She has dark places...
She has unrecognizable faces...
And she has a bit of hope that will only last as long as her next breath.
So, if you please, I'd like it if you wouldn't refer to me as the other woman...
To Hold
You are mine, and you are lovely.
You are my darkest wine.
So, if you end up leaving, I'll be fine.
I promise you, I'll be fine.
You are my darkest wine.
So, if you end up leaving, I'll be fine.
I promise you, I'll be fine.
Are you not...
Are you not supposed to lose complete control?
Are you not supposed to be angry?
Are you not supposed to lose it all?
Are you not supposed to try to keep everything in your hands even though you know it's all being taken away from you?
Are you not supposed to be angry?
Are you not supposed to lose it all?
Are you not supposed to try to keep everything in your hands even though you know it's all being taken away from you?
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